The Energetic Price Range of Everything
Read the field, not the room.
A line from a Bon Iver song loops in my head almost every morning.
“A word about gnosis: it ain’t gonna buy the groceries. Or middle-out locusts, or weigh to find.” — 000000 Million (I actually love the Gordi version even more)
I wake up and wonder why the visions keep coming. I wonder who they’re for, and what to do with them. The back‑and‑forth dialogue with my disembodied guides is nightly. Waking life keeps getting more responsive—with synchronicities and premonitions. Every day I radiate my gratitude back to the universe for getting to be in conversation with it.
I can be both grateful and selfish. I ask my guides for more galactic consciousness in dreams—“Give me far‑off planets and heavens,” I say—yet I keep getting sent back into interpersonal training, again and again. A part of me wants to be done with this already. I’m tired of dreaming about relational fields, boundaries, projections, intimacy, and old patterns.
I recognize the irony that what feels basic and boring to me is actually something I will never master: how to be undisturbed and yet deeply affected by other people.
I’m aching for higher forms of consciousness—unity, oneness, galactic perspectives—and I’m realizing the thruway for all of this is actually other humans. A New Earth and new ways of being embodied can only be midwifed through a group field. We are meant to reunite on Earth with our soul family. Together we create a portal for higher consciousness and new sustainable energies that are meant to be anchored here on Mother Earth.
It’s kind of funny and tragic how the universal field is teeming with consciousness at all levels, and yet loneliness and disconnection can be louder than anything else. It feels like an unsolvable paradox, but I think the first step to solving it involves the anchoring of your true self and embodiment of your home frequency.
In the last issue, I wrote about frequency, coherency, and light quotient as psychic infrastructure for carrying more consciousness through the body. This issue is more about that, and about establishing your home frequency. My guides call this wider curriculum “energy economics,” a collection of the psychic trainings they keep putting me through.
The energetic price range of everything 📈
In a dream, they show me that there is an energetic price range to every action, interaction, and non‑action.
Reality is vibrational, and as embodied souls we undulate up and down in frequency with every choice we make.
There is an energetic cost to saying yes when you mean no, to saying nothing when the soul wants to speak, to shrinking and dimming, and to following outgrown obligations instead of living in resonance with who you truly are now. The price can debit your nervous system and show up as fatigue, drain, or tension.
None of this is moral—it’s math. We live inside a universe of energy economics. We pay for existence with our attention, time and our life force. This is not meant to make life transactional, only to make the invisible visible, so that you can stop over‑spending your energy on what no longer serves your soul.
The simplest way I practice this as I move about the day is to pause at the points that feel charged or where I feel pulled and ask, “What will this cost my body, my attention, or my future self?” If it doesn’t open up doors for growth or possibility and instead dulls or drains you, consider it too expensive for your system.
Some things will feel cheap in the moment but cost you days of recovery. Some things will feel expensive in courage or vulnerability but leave you more resourced, more yourself, and more at home in your body.
Dreams are very good at revealing where our energetic leaks are. Most of life runs in sine waves, so it’s perfectly normal to oscillate between deficit and surplus. We are meant to be experiencers of the full spectrum of life—all the ups and downs—but what can actually change our reality is the awareness we carry around the dynamics behind it, and the energetic price range of everything.
Rearranging the inner landscape like Feng shui 🔄
In a dream, my body becomes a house I can walk through. I rearrange energetic blockages the way you’d do feng shui, so that life force can move more freely. At first I think I’m just dealing with “stuck energy,” but then I see the blockages are actually people—old relationships that died off in the outer world but are still very much alive inside my body.
My guides tell me that, in this case, there is no difference between the relational field and the inner landscape. I find someone’s hurtful words from ten years ago leeching off my solar plexus like a parasite. In the dream, I don’t exile or evict everyone. I gently relocate them. I move someone out of my heart and into the courtyard of my heart.
We are meant to be fluid creatures, not concretized or rigidified by story. Even love can grow claws when it refuses to evolve. The placements of people, stories, and past versions of ourselves can be rearranged and rewritten within us.
The energetic cost of leaving someone wired into the wrong room can be taxing on your life force, but the relief when they’re found and moved is immediate.
Counter‑balancing energy in relational fields ⚖️
Because the boundary between the relational field and the individual self can be very thin, my guides show me how to counter‑balance heavy or domineering energy with presence alone. I witness how simply anchoring a higher frequency in my own body can soften someone else’s harshness.
In waking life, I test this with one of the most bull‑headed people I’ve ever met—the kind of person who flips everything you say into something negative or pessimistic. Usually I get tangled in their field and walk away drained, but this time I stay anchored.
They poke, prod, and say the most off‑putting things, and I choose to remain in my higher heaven—unaffected, curious, even slightly entertained. I don’t armor up and I don’t collapse. By the end of our time together, they seem soft, sweet, almost playful.
I still don’t grasp the exact physics of these energy economics, but I know this:
True power is not force.
Force is expensive and it tires out quickly. True power in a relational field is fluidity, grace, and the loving fierceness of just being.
We are meant to affect each other for the sake of growth and expansion, but the question for every relational field is, “Who or what energy is setting the baseline?” And if needed, “Is it possible to counter‑balance the energy to create something new?”
Clearing grievances before they hook into the body 🪄
Our bodies are permeable environments. We move through other people’s energy every day. In a dream, my guides show me how to clear a grievance before it hooks itself in. Very simply, they say, “Unhook yourself from the story.” Refuse any roles you did not consent to play.
While it’s true that discomfort and friction can be a portal to growth, not everything needs to become an issue, a plotline, or an insult. A lot of the static we feel is simply other people’s unresolved energy passing through. You do not need to let it take up rental space in your nervous system.
When something heavier does hook itself in, register where it lives in the body. Remember that you can remove it, rearrange it, and rewrite it.
We are prisms capable of refracting dense energies back into light.
The frequency of coming home to yourself 🌐
Being fully embodied means that the soul has taken its seat in the material body. In a dream, I’m teaching a woman how to anchor her home frequency and broadcast it. I show her the difference between someone who is present, awake, and inhabited—and someone whose soul has retreated. There is a quality of aliveness that can be psychoactive to those around them.
I tell her that when you feel at home in your own body, whole realities will reorganize around you. I don’t mean this in a narcissistic way—I mean it as field mechanics. Reality reorganizes around the strongest broadcast in the room. When your soul is seated and you’re not abandoning yourself, you become a gentle center of gravity.
Coming home to yourself feels like your nervous system relaxing because it knows you are fully here. Your choices and the energetic costs behind them can now align with your true frequency instead of fear.
This is also how we recognize each other as soul family. Our hearts are homing beacons and home frequencies gravitate toward home frequencies.
When to dust off disturbances in your field 🌪️
In a meditative vision, I see myself dusting off a disturbance from my field, the way you casually brush crumbs off a dress. Some energies are meant to be cleared that simply and that fast.
Not every disturbance is a threat, and not every disturbance is an initiation. Some are just static—loose, hungry parasites looking for somewhere to plug in. When that’s the case, it’s not soul work, and the most skillful move is to brush it off your field.
What I’m still learning is how to tell when chaos enters my field as an initiator, and when it’s just an agitator throwing me off my home frequency. It’s important to me to meet every challenge as an opportunity for growth—and to also know that some chaos arrives just to erode our home frequency and siphon from our nervous system.
The discernment between both lives in the body. What is dangerous to your system will make your body contract and disorient your sense of self, leaving you foggy and incoherent. If what disturbs you is meant as an initiation into a more expanded field, you can still deepen your breath. The sensation may feel intense and scary, but you remain oriented and anchored in yourself amid the chaos. There is a higher-self organizing principle of grace running through it—a sense of rightness, of “this is hard, but true.” That kind of disturbance is an initiator. It is here to re‑tune your field.
Ask your body, not your mind. Some things are here to initiate you. Some things are here to be dusted off. Part of spiritual maturity is knowing you’re allowed to choose.
“Nothing’s changed, and everything’s changed.” 🌀
In a dream, I give an old friend a tour of my psychic landscape. They want to know why they’re not in my life anymore. I tell them, “Nothing’s changed, and everything’s changed. I didn’t want to have to change my frequency for you.”
Sometimes the anchor point shifts inside us. Our center recalibrates. It’s not about dramatic personality makeovers, but more about the subtle changes in what our field can sustainably hold. We deal in resonances and matches. We sync up and repel each other like magnets.
A relationship that once felt harmonious can become discordant or simply too expensive to maintain. The energetic cost of keeping it going starts outweighing the nourishment it brings. That’s okay. That’s part of the growth process.
When your frequency changes, your relational field must recalibrate—and letting relationships end or shift is part of energetic integrity, not failure. All relationships should have multiple endings. True Love allows for change and evolution of the soul. Nothing is linear. We spiral back and forth into each other’s lives—if not in the 3D, then in memories and resonances. Love is its own force field, and it is timeless. Anything that anchors itself in love is never truly gone.
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Claudia, this issue felt written to me and for me. Beautiful 🥰