This issue has an experimental podcast episode created by Google’s NotebookLM. It’s 14-minutes long and I think it does a pretty good job of filling in some gaps and speaking on my behalf! xoxo 🌈 Claudia
SOUL CONTRACTS
🫀📍Hearts as homing beacons
Our hearts are homing beacons. We find each other through time and space. What might seem like attraction on earth is, in actuality, a cosmic reunion.
Our hearts are designed as navigational systems, guiding us toward our soul family.
We don't just have one soulmate—we have many.
When we meet, we come home to each other.
A soulmate is someone who helps us learn and grow through joy—and sometimes through obstacles.
We're all on our separate paths to find our truest self and expression, which means the way we shed layers of fear, limitations, and trauma might conflict and look different from each other. Sometimes that means we can't live side by side with our soulmates if our objective is to heal and grow.
The pain is knowing that what is true in the higher realms cannot withstand and function in this 3D life. The joy is in accepting this unfortunate truth and yet continuing to love unconditionally anyway, from afar—without an object or person to receive it.
We'll all find each other in the end again.
OFFICE OF THE GODDESS
✨ 🌙 Goddesses all the way up
When the Goddesses began introducing themselves in dreams and visions, I felt as though my spiritual umbilical cord had been restored.
I was raised with a cosmic father and a Christ, but the goddess had always been relegated to the background.
The connection to Mother Mary, Pachamama, and other divine mothers, which had once been severed, became alive again. It felt like I was given a feeding tube of source energy.
As my out-of-body and spiritual experiences continued to occur, I traveled to other worlds in dreams and met new types of alien consciousnesses—each one a ruler of their own kingdom. However, the Goddesses always called me home.
Over time, I came to accept that the source of most of my visions came from two cosmic collectives: the Angelic Realm and the Office of the Goddess.
Last December, during a psychedelic journey, I briefly felt bored with this connection. I tried to negotiate my role with the Office of the Goddess. I promised that for one year I would deliver their messages, and then after that, I would like my visions to change. I had a desire to venture out further, past this galaxy, to meet other collectives and beings.
It hasn’t been a year yet, and I don’t know what, if anything, exists beyond the Goddesses. I picked up a Time Magazine in a dream once, and the cover headline read: "The Soul of the World needs the Goddess.” No matter how far out I travel, this is a divine truth that keeps me anchored to Earth.
So for now, and for me, it’s Goddesses all the way up.
DIVINE LOVE
🪞 🔨 Projections, reflections, distortions
The hammer in this vision might seem like a violent symbol, but it is actually a symbol of freedom.
Love hands us the responsibility of seeing someone clearly, rather than as static images. Often, we hold back our loved ones' growth by not reflecting their changes.
In a recent dream, my inner feminine (played by Rashida Jones) held my inner masculine (played by Paul Rudd). With his face in her hands, she said, "I'm sorry for never encouraging you to change."
The ability to change is one of the most beautiful and transcendent qualities that brings us closer to the Source.
One of the reasons we choose to incarnate spirit into matter is to evolve and transcend limitations. Since the only consistent element of life is change, why not encourage and celebrate it in the people we love?
Divine love does not pretend to know someone completely. Beyond what we can see and reflect lies the mystery and potential of those we love.
We free each other from the prison of "form" by loving with open hands, encouraging change, and checking our projections, distortions, and illusions at the door.
ARCHETYPAL INTELLIGENCE
🗣️ 🎭 Archetypes as tools of expression
Archetypes are tools of expression that help balance and assist our consciousness for growth.
However, not all archetypes are expressed correctly. When we over-identify with an archetype and try to make it concrete, we distort its energy.
The Goddess gets distorted if she is hypersexualized. The Witch archetype sneaks up on me when I'm menstruating, with the power to draw me in—making me feel dark, morose, and "bitchy." The Crone takes over when I forget my own youthfulness.
I am a Goddess, a dark witch, a crone, a virgin, a child, a priestess—and yet, I am none of these at the same time.
These are simply masks to wear; the energy is meant to pass through you, not to be held.
PSYCHIC TRAINING
🔮 💭 Divine Thought Pillars and Clear Intentions
This dream falls into the category of dreams I call Psychic Training Dream School.
The lesson is about Thought and Will.
My higher realm guides demonstrate the type of energy my thoughts need to be composed of. They show me how thoughts infused with divine will can withstand all negative forces and psychic attacks, never crumbling.
Almost exactly two years ago, I was given a similar message to help me clarify my intentions:
Your intentions propel you through life.
If they are cloudy or driven by ego or fear then where you end up could be somewhere you don’t want to be.
If you want to see your future hold your intentions up to the Sun, one by one.
See what is really driving you.
Anything short of divine will is only cheating yourself.
May your thoughts be made of love, light, and higher intention.
SOUL HUNTING
🌌 ⚔️ Many Lives, Many Powers
We don't start our lives from scratch. We carry ancestral histories and dormant memories within our bodies.
In dreams, we can travel back and forth between timelines to recover lost aspects of our souls.
As dreamers, we are hunters on a mission to reclaim the powers that are rightfully ours.
At 40, I made a vow to myself that I would begin navigating life guided only by my intuition, wisdom, and heart. My angels watch over me, and there are divine guideposts along the way, but no longer will I allow consensus reality or the opinions of outsiders to tell me who I am or where I am going.
I have the right to reclaim my inner authority, to trust my judgement, and to speak my truth.
HIGHER HEART ATTUNEMENT
🌊 🐅 Swimming in the flow of life with my tiger heart
Our heart is an animal. You are its keeper. Never ignore it and never be afraid of it. Feed it whatever it needs to thrive. Let it live freely. Make sure it is well-trained, yet always remains wild. As heart keepers, our responsibility is to guide it towards new consciousness while trusting its instinctual wisdom.
Being in the flow of life with your heart wide open is to be truly alive, and it requires courage.
Grief, however, is unavoidable.
When you arrive at grief, ask yourself if it was love that brought you here. If it was love, then really feel it. Sorrowful love is a compound emotion that has the power to deepen your emotional depths.
You have stretched your heart muscles as far as they can be stretched, and now you are at a point of contraction.
Release your emotions for relief. You will emerge stronger than you were before.
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