We Will Not Be These People Much Longer
♾️ Infinite Configurations of Consciousness
I’ve been having recurring dreams of portals tearing through the skies. I stand by and watch as people get sucked upward into other dimensions. I’m never worried because I know where they are going is where they are meant to be.
In real life, my friends have been feeling uneasy, their nervous systems hijacked by fear, sickness, sadness, and anxiety. I feel it too. Something feels off and ominous, but I’m not afraid. This new year of the fire horse, the partial solar eclipse, the planetary transits—all these things above are influencing us as we feel the shifts on the ground without words to describe them.
I’ll skip the astrological forecasting and instead share the related visions and dreams I’ve had.
On Sunday, February 1st, during a psilocybin journey, I woke up as a dragon. Specifically, I was a mother dragon. To be exact, I was an annoyed mother dragon. The Dragons have been breadcrumbing me for years—in dreams I’ve been a slayer, in journey space a rider—but this was new.
The first thing I said as a Mother Dragon was, “Why did you wake me? I was having the most beautiful dream as Claudia.”
I had heard of the Daoist paradox: Am I a butterfly dreaming I am a person, or a person dreaming I am a butterfly? But this was different. It was a direct and embodied experience like nothing before.
They said they woke me up from the dream because it was time for me to wake up from the dream.
Even in these expanded states of consciousness, I start to worry about integration. How am I going to make sense of this?
How can I keep being Claudia, knowing she’s just a dragon’s dream?
Meaning-making can’t be rushed or forced into rigid definitions. For now, I’ve decided there are limitless ways of configuring consciousness. My own consciousness is maybe more flexible and changeable than the norm. My internal structures are fluid. I see myself as both part of a collective we and an individual I. I’m both the dream and the dreamer, both the field and the form that pops up from it. This mindset means that almost nothing surprises or shakes me because the dreaming never really ends—I just keep waking up again and again as new expressions of Source.
The night before my Dragon awakening journey, I dreamed of many realities converging. Another sky portal opened, and people from different times and places came out to see it—organic beings, disembodied souls, light forms, animated, mythical and imaginal beings—all gathered together. I understood that all dimensional firmaments had been dissolved, and above all the realities, dragons filled the sky.
There were trackers below, staring up. I followed them, watching. A magenta dragon shifted its color and became a rainbow. An ancient tribesman spoke to me and said they’d been waiting for this moment, this opening of energies and portals, for so long. I didn’t understand what was expected of me, but I followed. I became part of the movement, superimposed into it.
As I headed to my medicine guide’s office that morning, I knew there would be no going back.
A year ago, the night before I visited the Teotihuacan pyramids, I had dreamed I spent most of the night near them. I could see dimensional rifts in the sky above the ruins. I felt the weight of psychology—the intricacies of my brain keeping me here, tethered to this plane and dimension. To ascend, I would have to keep breaking the chains: projections, assumptions, thoughts about who I am.
I heard the words clearly: I will not be this person much longer.
And in a sense, it’s true for all of us: “We will not be these people much longer.” Our evolutionary path is to wake up to our many forms. We live in holographic realities. We are multidimensional beings, and our free will comes alive when we choose what reality we stream. There is no one great truth, no one great religion—only pathways that have been paved over thousands of years to lead us out of duality, off the Earth Ship, into higher realms or into other dimensions anchored on Earth. You can follow an established route or you can pave your own. I’m choosing the latter, with the help of my angels and allies, to help me navigate the many worlds.
These are some of the foundational orientations that are paving my way:
1. Choose What Reality You Stream
I am in a lucid dream when I say “This is only a dream.” They tell me that’s just one level of awareness, and above that is the awareness that it’s all a dream. All these holographic realities are available to stream. Your body is the projector, directly connected to The Source. Mind your inputs and outputs. Stream the most beautiful and benevolent realities to explore and grow.
2. Stay Anchored in Fluid Time
I believe in trans-temporal healing. This is the shamanic way. Journey space exists outside of time. Dreamtime is where I interact with All Times. I frequently consult my future self. I run back and forth in time, mediating between all the ages I’ve ever been and will be, weaving the threads of past and future into the NOW moment. Parallel realities, adjacent timelines, past lives—in my book, they’re all versions of the same thing: interchangeable and, more importantly, accessible, depending on the task at hand.
But here is the lesson for all timeline keepers: you must stay present and anchored in this lifetime.
The Angel is showing me how to walk a linear timeline. As I move toward the horizon, I see past and future lives, timelines, eras, epochs, and periods streaming both vertically and horizontally. The Angel tells me they will not feed me any new timelines until I learn to manage the one I am in. I see this lifetime streaming from my heart, from my own body, projected in front of me. The message is clear: this anchoring of the present moment is a prerequisite for waking up in other realities.
As my consciousness awakens in other lives, memories will begin to flood me. This requires constant management—orienting myself in what is real, now, true, and present versus what belongs to another timeline, another set of data points or experiences. These memories and alternate realities are meant to coexist and assist with what is unfolding here—in this one reality where the majority of my awareness is always anchored.
3. Recognize Linear Reality is Spliced
Linear reality is spliced together from many different timelines. Your body is the projector. As multidimensional beings, we inhabit many realities at all times. But in this density, time runs thick and slow. What you perceive as one continuous life is actually spliced from many simultaneous timelines, slowed into density so you can experience it as “one” story. The film plays forward, frame by frame, while all the other realities you’re living continue to run in parallel.
4. Adopt a Travel Adaptor Brain to Traverse the Multiverse
Because there are infinite ways to know yourself as consciousness, and because timelines and dimensions each obey their own laws, you need to adopt a Travel Adaptor Brain—like a voltage adaptor for the multiverse. To move through multiple realms without short-circuiting, your psyche has to be flexible enough to hold paradox and alienness, yet structurally strong enough not to collapse.
Knowing your limits is part of the technology. A Travel Adaptor Brain can translate wildly different configurations of consciousness and intelligence into something your body can safely run, even if you can’t fully understand it. It asks you to stay porous enough for weirdness, paradox, and unsolvable problems, but clear enough to sense when a current is too strong or a paradigm is too foreign to metabolize all at once. A Travel Adaptor Brain keeps you from taking in more voltage than your system can hold, so you don’t fry your mind.
In dreams, the illusion of linearity dissolves and everything seems like nonsense. The filters fall away and the parallel lives you’re living all crowd the same stage. This density is so slow that those other selves can only reach you as flickers and fragments, so you call them “dreams.” But beneath the nonsense is a deeper continuity: all of these expressions of you, all of these timelines and portals and aspects, are one field turning toward the light.
We’re not really dreaming, are we? We’re always awakening.
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