It’s my birthday today. I’m 41. I’m embarking on a psilocybin journey through the cosmos. I’ll bring back some new visions. If you want to join me in spirit, you can stream my playlist here.

Life is a crucible. You can either sit in a cave like a hermit—astral projecting into other worlds and learning lessons from beings who have never incarnated—or you can throw yourself into the fire and be alchemized by other humans. To be alive is to choose transformation—shaped by the differing compositions of souls, personalities, and pathologies. You jump into the cauldron of humanity and see what you come out as at the end of this life.

What I have found in the past forty-one years is that, besides loving and being loved, I have to let myself feel hurt, be projected upon, judged, and accept my roles to play—the good girl, the wife, the daughter, the nobody. And even though I chose to be child-free, I cannot seem to bypass motherhood. The sorrowful love of Mother Earth comes pouring out of me—and all forms of life are an extension of my heart. When I see any form of life neglected or oppressed—evolution stifled or growth snuffed out—it breaks my heart over and over again.

I want us all to be free, even if I don’t yet know what that means. Because how can we—each of us—be free while we’re entangled in this field of projections and reflections, evolving in ways that diverge from one another? It is painful to keep growing apart from other humans.

My directive for the next year is to allow myself to change—like Mother Earth does—even if I don’t know yet what I’m becoming. Even if it means leaving behind those I love, or parts of myself I’m not yet ready to outgrow. I’m determined to see through all of the illusions and to love, both within the made-up constructs and beyond them. I’m determined to spiral upward and upward toward my Higher Self while remaining rooted on this planet. Most of all, I’m determined to fall in love with my Self and with this bit role I play—the part of a fallible, imperfect, messy human who wants to cling to everything she loves and not lose anything.

DEEP HUMANITY

🌤️ 🕊️ What remains on Earth after Death

This vision was a metaphor for “hope floats.” I am swimming in a pool of children’s backpacks, diaries, and school supplies. I ask my angels, “Why am I here? Who do these things belong to?” The angels answer, “These are the dreams and potentials of children who died too young. What remains on Earth are their hopes and wishes.” I cry out in sorrow and gather all their belongings, trying to drag them between the dimensions—to hide them and keep them safe. But my angels tell me no—these hopes were born on Earth and belong to the Earth. Here they will stay. They don’t die. They don’t sink. They float to the top.

CONSCIOUSNESS JUMPING

🛸 💭 Waking up in galactic awareness

My awareness jumps into a spaceship, where I sit in the passenger seat next to a female galactic being. I feel she is a friend, though I don’t remember how or why. I exclaim, “I’m here!” She seems unimpressed. “You’re always up here,” she says. “It’s only 3D Claudia who is just waking up on this level.” I feel like a child version of my own consciousness—excited and annoying. I keep my mouth shut and enjoy the ride with my space sister until my awareness teleports me somewhere else.

HOLOGRAPHIC REALITIES

🌍 🔮 The World is a Projection Field

Hypnopompic dialogue with my Higher Self, June 4, 2025, 3:26 a.m.:

My Higher Self says the world is a projection field. The world can never be an accurate mirror for your self and soul. Group fields are like a minefield.

Life on Earth is a projection field—sometimes a minefield. We mirror back to each other who we are, and who they are, with our limited vision of where we originate from and what our mission from the get-go was. Each of our souls is a composite of its own making. No two humans are the same. We are collaged together from traumas and histories beyond our scope of memory, and here we are, trying to love each other and not cling to something that is just a mirage.

INTERDIMENSIONAL GUIDE

🦌 💖 The Deer Woman enters my heart

I meet Deer Woman in my own backyard—the liminal space between my wildness and my taming of the wild. She is trapped and flailing wildly, and I have to set her free. It takes all the courage I can muster to even approach her. She is wailing in pain, and her cries are the cries of all the violence endured by women throughout time. I release her from the claw trap, and she takes my hand. We teleport to a museum where all of her “heart” work is on display. She says, “I was never a victim. I am an advocate.” From her, I learn that there exist strong, immovable women who willingly walk into traps to shine light on the predators. Deer Woman is not a goddess—she is born from the darkness of man and healed by the love of Mother Earth. She moves into our hearts to help us survive. She is our empowerment, and she is our relentless courage. I am so deeply in love with her, and I hope she enters your heart too.

LIGHT CODES

🧘‍♀️ 🌌 My body is a cosmic storehouse

A Spider Goddess unfolds within my body. My galactic ancestors glide down a slide that projects out of my cells. From my heart, the Guadalupe lineage tree unpacks itself completely. They tell me my body is a “cosmic storehouse”—a vessel that has been carrying these light codes and energies, waiting for the exact right moment to reveal themselves. I feel ladders, staircases, and slides expanding from interdimensional portals within me. This is my soul imprint, my vessel—a stellar inheritance. As a cosmic storehouse, all you have to do is allow the Universe to express itself through your body.

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