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The center cannot hold when the entire universe wants to break through.
This month I learned the importance of marking completion on this path of growth. We need to regularly reflect on the lessons we’ve learned, so we don’t unknowingly sign up for the same class again and again.
Our karmic loops are designed to be broken. Other people do not break our hearts—we break our own by trying to fit ourselves into spaces we’ve outgrown.
The season came to a close with a bittersweet feeling. I learned to sink deeply into my own body this summer. My sorrow dropped roots into the earth, where only Mother Earth could hold and heal them. I napped in my yard, letting her cradle me. I began a practice of earthing—standing barefoot on the grass, breathing with the trees, and dissolving into timelessness. The fairy kingdom opened up for me. The fairies seem to have mastered the art of silly dramas—something we humans have yet to conquer.
My tears are now always just beneath the surface, but they are not all sad. They are joyous, and grateful, and so deeply in love with being alive.
PSYCHOLOGICAL ARCHITECTURE
🏗️ 🧠 The center cannot hold, the foundation must shift
At a psychedelic retreat center, the Earth starts to crack, and the guide tells me this is my fault. It’s true that I invite change, but these fault lines are not of my making. This is what nature does, and we, too, are nature. Don’t be afraid of losing the ground beneath you. Minds are meant to expand, and foundations will inevitably shift.
The center cannot hold when the entire universe wants to break through.
INNER PARTS
💡 🎬 The editor who lives in my basement
There is a film editor who lives in my basement, and he tells me that what is buried and hidden must be brought into the light. Artificial light is not suitable for shadow work. He tears down a dividing wall within me—a load-bearing wall. Natural sunlight breaks through. No material is too dark. No matter is too heavy. He rewrites the endings to my scary stories. I tell him he should win an award for this. He says there is no award category for this kind of work. I nominate him anyway.
We all have the ability to grow an inner editor—someone who knows how to look at the old footage of our lives and splice it in a way that lets the sunlight in. Don’t let the external world direct your shadow work. It’s an act of courage and creativity to dig into our own basements and bring up the scenes we’ve buried. The process doesn’t follow a script, and there are no fixed rules for how healing happens. But when you shape your darkness into something artful, it can resonate far beyond your own story.
Aim to give the world beauty where there was only pain.
FREE COSMIC DOWNLOADS
🌌 📥 What the process of integration looks like
A friend asks me to show her something cool and “psychic.” I see my visions downloading into a body separate from mine, and I end up having to drag it around town behind me. That’s what the process of integration feels like: constantly trying to fit cosmic data into a body that has no room for it. Most of my time is spent dismantling constructs of reality and releasing what no longer serves me, just to make space for new insights and ideas.
The expansion of consciousness never ends, and while it can sometimes feel like a literal drag, it’s a necessary part of what my spirit guides call “open access ascension.” No mystery schools, no ancient secrets hidden behind paywalls. You simply enroll yourself in the dreaming, and the psychic training begins.
THE ETHICS OF SHAMANISM
🌍 💤 Sweet dreams, friends
A botryoidal guide shows up in my dream and advises me to not unlock or open up the minds of certain people, only illuminate a short path out. There are some people who are ready to awaken completely and others who must stay asleep to do their work on Earth.
What does it mean to wake from the dream? It can be jolting, lonely, even terrifying, to realize we are not all interacting with the same reality. Sometimes I feel so incredibly lonely in the psychic realms that I want to stomp up and down and wake my friends, just to have someone to play with.
And then there are times I glimpse something I didn’t want to know—something so foreign and strange to my mind that it doesn’t compute. It feels like a glitch, and I know I’m not meant to grasp it. I back out of that strange reality and cling to what feels safe and familiar.
Consciousness is collective, but not meant to be homogenous. Life would be dull if it was. The diversity of reality matrices we anchor here is what makes Earth unique.
Life should feel like a sweet dream. If you awaken, move gently. Don’t disturb the ones you love until they are ready.
ANNOUNCEMENT
🌈 🤹♂️ Many-Worlds Vision Playground
I’m bringing back regular dream drop-in sessions, but I don’t want to limit them to just dreamers. These 1-hour Zoom calls are co-created by anyone who wants to join—bring your questions and curiosity, and let’s play together in the psychic realms. Attendance is always free, and you don’t need to “feel” psychic to come—an open mind is enough. Here are the next available drop-ins. Hope to see you there!
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When I read your newsletter I imagine it with music -- there is something about it that feels as much like music as words. This time, as I was reading it, I was actually listening to music (Lebanese Blond by Thievery Corporation) and it felt so perfect. Esp loved the film editor. You are a gift to us all!