📺 🪽 Stream a higher heart channel, 🎨 ✨ How to communicate with your soul, and 🔮 📖 download a small book of visions
📺 🪽 Stream a higher heart channel, 🎨 ✨ How to communicate with your soul, and 🔮 📖 download a small book of visions
👻 👂 I don’t talk to ghosts, I listen to Spirit
ANGELIC REALM
📺 🪽 Stream a higher heart channel
The Angels are screening my life from a common room. It plays out like a sports game, but it's not a competitive game, they say.
This is where interpersonal relationships get it wrong. It's a game in the sense of we have each chosen to incarnate and we meet each other in separate bodies for the sake of growth — and with that comes challenges and obstacles.
See the playfulness and creativity in this circumstance, and with that vision, life becomes a cooperative and loving game.
SHADOW WORK
🎨 ✨ How to communicate with your soul
At the beginning of the year my resolution was to fall in love with my own art. When I was thirteen, I spontaneously started writing poetry. I filled up an entire journal in one night. I was having what some call a dark night of the soul.
I’ll spare you the details, but I had no adults in my life looking out for my safety. My home life was unstable and chaotic, and even in the Church, where I should have felt safe and loved, I felt shamed and all the scare tactics made me feel undeserving of Heaven. I was without hope and no longer wanted to be on Earth.
Poetry saved me. That night, I was able to channel a visual language that helped me communicate with my own soul. If I could put words to my own suffering, then it was no longer unknowable or threatening. The turmoil was out of my body. Writing poetry releases the demons. It was a prayer answered and a gift from the Angels.
Art and poetry are divine languages. It’s what dreams are made of — imaginal matter that becomes reality when you allow yourself to birth it. It’s not always pretty or “good,” but it is transfigurative and magical.
Here is what my soul has been saying this past month:
🔮 📖 Download a small book of visions
Two years ago I made a small paperback book called A New Temple. It is part origin story and poetry and psychedelic visions. Midjourney did not exist yet, and most of the art in the book is hand-drawn or rudimentary AI.
I’m going to start working on the next psychic/psychedelic book soon, so I wanted to give this away for free. You can download the PDF here, and if you want to own a paperback version, it’s only $4 on Amazon right now.
ASTRAL ADVICE
👁️ 🤯 How to visualize higher-dimensional consciousness
I prayed right before I took a nap. I asked the Goddess and my spirit guides for a dream or a sign on how to align with my higher self, because I felt so much resistance and turmoil within my body. This was the vision I was given. This was not the first time, I’ve been given this message. Here is a similar dream vision from a year ago on January 7, 2023:
DREAM SYMBOLISM
🌉 🪜 Bridges and ladders as transcendent tools
The Bridge as a symbol in dreams could symbolize the union of two states of mind in opposition of each other. Crossing the Bridge doesn't mean that you swing from one extreme to another, but that you create a third state of being that transcends the opposites.
I chickened out because the shortcut involved scaling a tall bridge with no railings and I was afraid I would fall. My dream-self decided it would not take a shortcut and instead go the long way. I woke up disappointed. When I retold the story to my friend Sarah, she says that maybe the girl was not the right guide for me and that an opportunity to cross the bridge will show up again in the future — which felt like such loving advice.
Related to this are my dreams involving ladders and the angels that come up from below. In one dream, I toppled over all the ladders so that no un-authorized entity could climb up from the underworlds. Then, in an altered state, I see a vision of my young siblings stuck in a well. They are sad and in pain, so I install a ladder to go and be with them in sorrowful love.
Bridges and ladders are tools to connect with other dimensions and states of consciousness. You can visualize crossing, climbing and descending to alter your emotions or frequency.
PAST LIFE MEMORY
👻 👂 I don’t talk to ghosts, I listen to Spirit
This dream felt like a past life memory. I can recognize past life memories, if they feel embodied and if I feel like an adept in that particular consciousness. This feels different to me than connecting with large archetypes or consciousness-systems that are accessible to everyone like visions of mythical and ancient Egypt.
I've had many visions of the French occult revival and of Mesmer and of seances and spirit gatherings of that time period. Spirit was loud back then. At this particular dream event, the curtains were spring-loaded to make it seem like they were being moved by ghosts. This part was a scam, but the rest was real. This was just the nature of that time. Our subconscious is often treated as an illusion, and it becomes real when you let it speak.
📢 Announcements
🔮 I just opened up the FREE Divination Reading Request Form. This time the form is limited to three requests and will automatically close when the limit is reached. I learned from last time, that each reading takes about an hour for me to complete. I’m doing these for free, because it helps strengthen my psychic intuition — and I get to connect to such interesting spirit allies, like dolphins and fairies and other goddesses.
🌈 ☁️ Dream Sharing Circles are taking a hiatus until after my 40th Birthday on June 8. When they return, these zoom drop-ins will cost $10 a session and if you are paid subscriber, they will be free to attend.
🗣️ In the meantime, you can continue to connect with me on instagram and my blog and in the WhatsApp broadcast channel.
🎶 I will be participating in this upcoming Music for Psychedelic Integration featuring Jon Hopkins and Dr. Ros Watts, along with other facilitators from the ACER Community I am involved with. ACER is currently accepting applications and readers of this newsletter get 10% off the membership dues. Find out more about the program here: https://acerintegration.com/info-pack-friends-of-acer.