Animal contracts, giant genes and karmic junk drawers
Animal contracts, giant genes and karmic junk drawers
We make new stars together with our love. You and I: Atoms and Eve.
We make new stars together with our love. You and I: Atoms and Eve.
I said the above in a dream on Monday, March 20, 2023. Sometimes all I hear are words in dreams. It’s telepathic and there are no images. Like my body is a transistor radio flipping through stations.
I felt like star matter when I said those words. I felt like love: whirly and combustible.
Love needs no object or objective— it’s a force. Let us use it for creation, not destruction.
For weeks, I had these words echoing in my head: Do not let anyone with muddy feet walk into the temple of your heart. Part of me agreed with this rule, but another part of me was conflicted.
Then one day I asked my subconscious: why do these words keep resurfacing? It answered back in a vision. I saw myself washing the muddy feet of those I love.
This is of course an ancient hospitality custom and what Jesus did at the Last Supper, but when I saw myself kneeling before the people I love and washing their feet, my heart instantly broke open and I cried.
When I have a profound vision like that I always wonder what the assignment is. This one was easy to figure out:
Discover all the ways I can metaphorically cleanse the muddy feet of the ones I love and then do it.
Maybe it can be astral homework for all us.
ANIMALIA
Animal eating contracts
When I was in Egypt last November I ate a lot of lamb and I grew a taste for it. In late February, I met the cutest little Lamb in a dream who sweetly requested I no longer eat him. When I dream of animals I sense they speak as a Godhead. Each species with its own evolutionary path and destiny. Like us. Spirit animals are our friends and guides and my favorite creatures to communicate with. I believe in sacred eating contracts with animals. I eat red meat because it grounds me. During a psychedelic trip, I asked the Holy Cow if that was still OK. Her response was to feed me from her own body. If ever she says different, I will become different.
DNA ACTIVATION
The sleeping giant genes in our bodies
We all have Giant genes in our bodies. It is our infinite potential to be bigger than our circumstances and our fate. Yes, there are growing pains involved and fear is a natural feeling. When you wake up the giant within you, you activate huge desires that were always dormant. I fear outgrowing my life. I fear losing the ones I love. But there is a ripple effect to fulfilling your potential. These Giant genes are in everyone, waiting to be awakened.
FEMININE CONSCIOUSNESS
A visit to the Statue Graveyard for Unsung Women
Another dream of the feminine consciousness concretized as a sculpture — unable to express itself or speak. I release a lot of ancestral rage in these dreams. Rage that feels righteous and powerful. Sometimes this rage creeps up in waking life. Sometimes my throat chakra feels blocked. Sometimes I do scream like a banshee. But most times, I am grateful for the abundance of ancestral mothers, and for their voices which come through so clearly and continue to guide me.
I am also grateful for the women in waking life who share their visions and stories with the world. When we share our deepest selves we weave our myths into the fabric of the feminine consciousness, which is eternally evolving.
BEHIND THE VEIL
The Land Between Tomorrows
I was given a tour of a realm called The Land Between Tomorrows. This is where we build time like structures. Where our days are configured into beautiful sculptures that defy gravity. A day can be a lifetime or a lifetime could feel like a day. I don’t ever expect to fully grasp how time and space works, but these dream glimpses make my mind malleable and my soul smarter.
ANCESTRAL HEALING
Karmic junk drawers
Maybe you feel like I do. Sometimes I feel solely responsible for healing my family’s trauma. Other times I’m aware of other lives I’ve lived outside of this bloodline, and that lineage comes with its own karmic junk, and it’s just a never-ending influx of new lives, new problems. Sometimes you just gotta throw the whole junk drawer out. If it’s really your karma to heal, don’t worry it’ll come back.
HIGHER ADMINISTRATION
End-of-life screening
This is one of my favorite dream experiences I’ve ever had. There is an ascension that takes place in these angel dreams. When I wake up back on Earth and back in bed I feel lighter and luminous and filled with divine love. I want to be there for all of my loved ones at their end-of-life screening — but more than that this dream makes me want to be fully present NOW as their life unfolds.
DREAM STREAM CONT.
Even at the gates of heaven my best friend and I still act like teenagers.
In between sleep and wake I sense my higher self. She is electric hot pink.
I hung out with Big Foot one night. I sensed he was lonely. He has secrets to share.